Into the Woods

It's a dangerous endeavor, but the only thing to do. Though it's fearful. Though it's deep, though it's dark. And though you may lose your path. Though you may encounter wolves. You mustn't stop, you mustn't swerve. You mustn't ponder, you have to act. When you know your wish. If you want your wish. You can have your wish. No, to get your wish. You go into the woods where nothing's clear. Where witches, ghosts and wolves appear. Into the woods and through the fear. You have to take the journey. Into the woods and down the dell. In vain, perhaps, but who can tell? ~Into the Woods

Into the woods is one of my favorite musicals ever! I love the message it teaches. As I'm getting ready to head off to college, I had a realization. (hence the lyrics, they have a purpose I promise!) Honestly, I don't think I am ready to move out and be independant. Sure it's an exciting time, but the longest away I have been from home. Without my family, has been a week. I'm not used to paying my own expenses, not used to cooking for myself, or even doing my own laundry. It's going to be different. But different is good, I would much rather deal with this now than when I get married. Even though I don't feel ready for it, I'm heading into the woods to take the journey. It'll be good for me. I know  for a fact that, I couldn't do it without my best friends or the awesome roommates I feel so close to already. Thanks for your support, I really appreciate it! 

It wont always be easy...

Ever since I have started working, I have no other life. My social life is gone. I hear about all the fun things my friends are doing together, wishing I could join in on the fun. Wishing they would at least just take a moment to invite me, even if I couldn't come. Just so I know that they care. But at the same time, it's better this way. Better for me to move on, to get away from the high school drama and such that they still have to deal with for another year or two. It's a big step to move on, but it will be good for me. I'll have to be Independant, learn to not care what others think, and start a life of my own. .....It won't always be easy, but it will be worth it.

Starting Fresh

I was horrible about posting on my other blog. And to be honest, it didn't quite fit me. At all. So here I am starting fresh. I aleady like this blog better. :)